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"die like this" [January 12, 5:03 pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

The angels cry tonight
As the rain washed that lonely place
From their eyes
And softly as she said
You know our hearts will never get
Out alive
She made no sound
Then good bye
She said love don't call me again
I never want to cry like this
Die like this
No more favors my old friend
I never want to cry like this
Die like this
And so we danced alone
But pain is always so betrayed
With our eyes
But I know now
On hearts the faithless can't rely
Do dreams make no sound
As they die
(chorus)
Remember the nights
By the river side
No secrets from our sins
And the world would not subside
And the worst thing
Is knowing
That I'll survive

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hehe [January 12, 1:04 pm]
2
PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.

PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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hoobastank [January 2, 8:20 pm]
I knew how it felt to be
another one in need
of someone to show the way
until you saw a part of me
that nobody else could see
and my life hasn't been the same

You make me feel lucky as I can be
you make me feel lucky as I can be

Before I couldn't get a break
never had a chance to make
the impressions I want to
but now it falls right into place
when I get to see your face
then there's nothing that I can do

You make me feel lucky as I can be
you make me feel lucky as I can be

No more dark days, only sun rays
no more hard ways with you today

You make me feel
you make me feel lucky as I can be
lucky as I can be
lucky as I can be


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You Were My First [December 31, 5:43 pm]
+*muah* cocaine+Collapse )
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hehe... [December 31, 5:25 pm]


Drinking is Love.
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[December 30, 9:12 pm]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v321/implanted_kisses/promo-implantedkiss3.bmp
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[December 29, 7:26 pm]
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[December 29, 4:59 pm]
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no bra....no panties [December 29, 3:55 pm]
[ mood | really wanna talk to ian ]

As I approach you,
I put on my facade,
But who doesn't these days?
Smile, just smile,
I swear I'm okay,
Trust me, it's better off this way.
Of all the things I've told you,
This is the biggest lie.
Because, inside, I die.
I'm fine, I swear.
I know this sounds so cliche,
But I'm slowly rotting away.
What once was hard as stone,
Is turning into a mushy mess,
Yet I still hide my distress.
I'm sure you never noticed.
And I'm positive you never will.
Just watch me as I unfurl.



I’m scared,
And I know you are too,
Wait,
Don’t go,
I need you,
And recently,
You’ve been growing,
Farther away from me,
I miss you,
Even though,
You’re standing next to me,
You’re becoming one of those old scratchy films,
That everyone laughs at,
And no one understands,
I know you need me,
And I need you too,
I try to be there for you,
Out you first,
But sometimes I don’t, and I realize it,
And I try to change,
I try to be better,
And act myself,
Not hide behind,
Fake smiles,
Layers of makeup,
And sluttish clothes,
Or maybe,
Its some fishnets,
And I become,
A hot topic prep,
Who knows?
But still,
I need you,
Just as much as you need me,
I hide so much,
That I want to tell,
But don’t want to pass the burden on,
I know,
No one has the emotional strength,
To handle all of their problems,
And someone elses,
We all should realize,
We can’t just pass our problems off,
From person to person,
We need to try to realize,
What’s really happening,
What we really feel,
and who we really are.




and devour me, from the inside out
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[December 29, 3:35 pm]
[ mood | busy ]

<center>

 

I was your first
You the one that gave me breath
You told me of your love but just spoke your lies
                                                           
You could not hide your pian
As it was expressed in volumes
But your pian left me a vacant soul

Take away the core of me
The bleeding and screaming heart
Expose my mutilated night skin with red thin lines
                                                           
Make me breath under the red river of tears
Rip me from the safe place in my mind
Save me from the soul eater that the mind is...

 

</center>

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[December 28, 9:12 pm]
leah tell tory to call me on 2151 cuz my mom got a call that will take a while
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[December 28, 7:41 pm]

 

MY Tribute to Tabby!

 

My love

 

*offers hug to tabby*??

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[December 28, 6:41 pm]
[ mood | pissied at leah ]

10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1:

Ten Bands That Rock My Socks...
oo1. Fuel
oo2. Third Eye Blind
oo3. Jack off Jill
oo4. The Hurt Process
oo5. Matchbox 20
oo6. Nickelback
oo7. our lady peace
oo8. The Calling
oo9. Train
o1o. Demon Hurt

Nine Things You're Looking Forward To...
oo1. being able to dye my tips bright purple
oo2. being able to pierce my tongue [haha!]
oo3. Jimmy, my, and tory's party!
oo4. seeing Ian
oo5. going to Italy
oo6. going to Chicago
oo7. Talking to Ian tomarrow hopefully!
oo8. opening EVEN MORE PRESENTS!
oo9. ian Jimmy. hehe!!!

Eight Things You Wear Daily...
oo1. underwear
oo2. some sort of shirt
oo3. my black eyeliner
oo4. the black bracelets
oo5. sockies!
oo6. Perfume
oo7. mascara
oo8. BRA! lol. hehe *winks back at tory*

Seven Things That Annoy You...
oo1. people who think their better than everyone else (ahem) *winks at tory*
oo2. being bundled up in snow clothes
oo3. falling down the stairs 4 times in 1 hour
oo4. when people talk about something right next to you, but have no intention of sharing. [they use a lot of pronouns... 'have you done *it* yet? did *she* find out what *he* did?'](from tory)
oo5. Ian being poopy at me
oo6. my aim shutting off on me
oo7. how people like ian but keep saying they dont when everyone knows they do.

Six Things You Touch Every Day...
oo1. my hair
oo2. the area around my eyes
oo3. my wrist
oo4. my lips (yes tory i know what you mean)
oo5. hair brush
oo6. i wish i could say ian... but i dont see him everyday.(stolen from tory)

Five Things You Do Every Day...
oo1. watch will & grace
oo2. listen to music
oo3. use the computer / phone
oo4. take a shower
oo5. think about ian

Four People Who Rock Your Socks....
oo1. ian *kisses without it being blown*
oo2. tory & tabby
oo3. lindsey
oo4. jimmy

Three Movies You Could Watch Over and Over...
oo1. Saved
oo2. Chicago
oo3. The Grudge, best memories ever!


Two Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment...
oo1. Innocent-fuel
oo2. Concrete angel

One Thing You Want To Be Doing Right Now...
oo1. kissing a certain boyfriend of mine. haha! but thats not gonna happen

yes tory i do like

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what movie b i? [December 25, 8:36 pm]



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quizzeroonies [December 25, 8:27 pm]
Trait . low score high score
Sociability 13% socially reserved, detached friendly, open
Aggressiveness 40% mild mannered, uncompetitive predatory, domineering
Assertiveness 11% introverted, loner controlling, aggressive
Activity Level 33% relaxed, laid back vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking 45% sedate, restrained adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm 8% somber, pessimistic cheerful, optimistic
Trust 1% suspicious of others trusting of others
Submissiveness 2% rebellious, lawless dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism 2% selfish, cold, austere helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation 1% argumentitive, confrontational conflict averse, meek
Modesty 69% arrogant, self-satisfied humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy 15% callous, heartless empathetic, warm
Confidence 1% not confident in work confident in work, egoistic
Neatness 8% disorganized, messy planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness 1% dishonest, derelict honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement 7% lazy, unmotivated driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline 2% procrastinator responsible, efficient
Cautiousness 3% spontaneous, daring, reckless careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety 94% relaxed, fearless fearful, worrier
Volatility 97% calm, cool touchy, tempermental
Depression 97% content, balanced emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness 69% confident, assured low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness 99% high self control low self control
Vulnerability 89% resilient, unphased confused, helpless
Imagination 71% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests 45% artistic indifference art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection 11% not self reflective self searching
Adventurousness 13% conventional, safe spontaneous, bold
Intellect 8% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Liberalism 46% conservative, traditional progressive, open


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[December 25, 6:42 pm]



This is mine, tory's, and Tabby's community


we know you guys will join.
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[December 14, 6:32 pm]
talking to sam. hes really funny and he keeps making funna me! *pouts*

20 more minutes b4 i get to talk to ian

*counts down seconds in head*

gtg latah
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fill out thingy [November 27, 7:18 pm]
pretty:

nice:

friendly:

superficial:

flaky:

two faced:

annoying:

mean:

cocky:

loving:

loved:

special to you:

stuck up:

mature:

im-mature:

wealthy:

funny:

playful:
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[November 25, 5:28 pm]
omfg i love tabby she prettied my whole journal layout....hehehe!!!
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[November 25, 3:50 pm]
Your Boobies' Names Are: Silk and Satin





tabbys are bert and ernie....hehe
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